Martyrism

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I'll die for true freedom, peace and happiness...

If the only other option is to pretend to be free and happy knowing I'm not.

I am not really alive anyway.

That's no way to live.

Can't do that...

As long as I know I am loved, I'm not afraid to die for the ones who love me.

Who I love very much.

That's my goal in life and I don't care if anyone thinks its stupid or I'm stupid

We're here to live right?

That's why we're alive...

But if we're not living awake and aware, we're not truly alive..

so what is life?

We're here to die...

but if we're not really dying...

what is death...besides a lie?

It seems there's much more to life than just life and death, fear and love, positive and negative, good and evil, etc...

That's why I can't be normal...

whatever normal is...

if there even is a normal.

I'll always want to sacrifice what I have for something better, even if it's not the best it can be...

cause I don't really care about living or dying...

I care about you and me.

Fuck the physical illusion we perceive as what we call reality.

Everything that's really real, we don't get to see...

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